Steps to manhood

June 3rd Begins my explore to manhood. National Service (NS) is a must for all Singapore male citizens and i'll begin my this coming June 3rd Friday. I am still not ready, physically and mentally not prepared to endure this hardship, but with my little baby girl and my beautiful wife in mind, i will do fine.

It's been nearly a month, this one month of resting and enjoying time with my family and friends before NS, which is most enjoyable and yet painfull as i have to leave them for 2 years of training. It's for the better, i know but i have not settle my family down with expenses cover nor confirmation of my future and walk to path of manhood with no idea for my future.

Wishes undone and Dreams too far to reach, knowledge comes painful with age growing with time that passes like light. Catch them fast and young and you will understand how to manage your short life to the max enjoying all the good things life have to offer to us.

Things like catching the stars maybe be possible for the next generation. Lifes of the future generations must be better than of the present. Parents endured with hardship not telling their next generation keeping them in the dark not knowing beams light will slowly slip in and lead them to truth.

History repeats itself, light is found, the next generations suffers.